What Now?

Hey all!!

So I have been thinking lots about this and I feel the need to open myself up again, right here, right now.
Here we go!!

Lately I have been feeling.... Nothing. Let me explain...
I desire to have such an amazing relationship with Jesus, and God, but when it comes to prayer, listening or feeling his presence... I feel..again Nothing. I have been working on writing in my prayer journal nightly, praying out of a prayer book, and taking time for God but I dont feel anything. I am unsure whats wrong with me! Its driving me crazy! All I want to do is dive in deeper and deeper, go that extra mile, but I am lost on how to do that. Do you have any ideas? Suggestions? Comments? And could you please pray for me on my journey? I desire this soo bad... just to be back with Jesus and God.

Also I have been feeling down at times and I feel there is a relation between these two things. It is such a struggle I have no idea how to get past! Please help! Pray, comment, suggest, and give ideas?? Thank you so much! :)

I really needed to get that off my chest, hopefully things will look up for me and my relationship with my Maker.

God Bless,
Ashley