Hey everyone,
Im not sure exactly where these feelings are coming from, but they are here and they wont go away.
About at least a month ago I gave God the pen to my love life and i felt really good about it. But at the same time i had speculations but i pushed them aside because i was so proud of myself.
Now im not sure what to think.... I dont think that anyone is ever going to come my way and that i am never going to get married and have a family. And its tough for me because thats what i want... and im not sure if thats what God wants for me. I just need to know what he is thinking but of course that is impossible.
As you can tell i tend to be very impatient. Its not one of my best qualities but i cant deny it.
I want to be loved.... gosh... im really screwed up
Talk to you later,
Ashley
