July 6, 2009

Frusturated

Ok, this is something that has been bothering me for MANY years and i am getting so sick of it. I cry when no one is looking, and i just hide my emotions inside.

I NEED HER TO STOP MAKING COMMENTS ABOUT MY WEIGHT AND ME NEEDING TO EXERCISE MORE!!!!! UGH!

Its so frusturating and it seems like she looks at me like im the fat kid, and it hurts so much....im crying just reading this. Its so hard for me to hear her say that and it hurts soooo much. Why wont she stop?? What did i do wrong?? Why does she think im fat?? I dont even know what to think, i just want to curl up in a ball and hide, maybe that would be better.
:""""""(

Love,
The hurt and broken Ashley

2 comments:

Kami said...

Oh Ashley, please know that whoever makes such harsh comments about you has no idea who you truly are. To insult yourself is to insult God. We are made in the image of CHRIST! You are completely beautiful, inside and out, and nothing that anybody has to say can change that!

You are amazing, sweetie. I love you dearly!!

Ashley said...

Kami....its my mom..... :(